You had the courage to say unspeakable things under the influence of firewater… canned heat. Vile and unfathomable words whipped me. lashes from your tongue.
God knows I hate you
Because you console yourself with a false boast of victory because you think you let me go.I waited for a sorry, and you looked me in the eyes, waiting for a thank you… as though you deserved a gold medal for accepting what you’d lost.
The flowers died, the petals fell with what was left of the love i had for you.
Sometimes i pity you, your fears i abhore, your cowardice always showed. i will continue to mask my love for you with hate, its better that way. The storm clouds are gone, and there is no rainbow. My heart still wants to love boundlessly and without caution, but fear remains and I’m still governed by cynicism. You were my only flaw. And I will lick my wounds on my own.